I’ll keep it short, Me and shelly are over and she had even made her mind up before i’d even talked to her i spend a hour crying and talking to her in the park and she really couldnt give a flying f**k could she. She didn;t talk I did all the talking and it was all a waste of time.. she is a waste of time. I would do anything for that girl and cared about her alot more then anything else. and this is how it end “oh everything is wrong with you” Define “everything” No she couldn’t do that could she so f**k it!

Tim was right I shouldn’t have gone back with her in the first place.. Yeah i’ll remember that in the future! Everyone was right to be exact 11 people warned me of her… I guess they was right! Fine be it like that see if I care but what really f**ks me off is coming in my path constantly! Huggging other lads in front of me not a f**king care. To me i’m just another ex to cross off on her list.

I hating saying this word but.. B!TCH! I’m not a generally angry person but this takes the p**s sure i’ve lashed out on a few inocent objects bothered? No. I am so glad I never got them tickets for spain foir her yeah how stupid am I i was atually gonna pay for her.. God i’m stupid! I don;t care if this “hurts” her feelings this is how I feel wait no this is 10% of how I feel right now!

Shes only gotta do one more thing which i’m waiting for to confirm what everyone has been saying about her. Why am I so blind? I could tell something was up when the xs on the txts started to drop from 6 to 1 why couldnt she say something to me? Oh she bottles it all up don;t she. Everyone who cares about her and she wont say fuck all she even does it with emma so she told me.

I aint having her back, ignoring everything i said was one thing exspesh when i kept asking are u listening and she didnt say nothing, there was no emoticion in her face, not the normal happy shelly.. wait no that face only comes out when she is ith anyone else apart from me.

I did my best for that girl, obviously she expected me to do more… like what see her every night? she lives f**king 1.30hrs away! I said my bit to her… I hope she listened to the important bits! like the following:

• When another one of your many ex’s comes along and bugs you, I won;t be there to keep you safe.
• When your feeling down, I aint gonna be there to cheer you up.
• You will never find another boy like me.
• I aint gonna come running back for you I aint gonna stalk you like your crazy ex’s
• I’m just another boy to you, another boy to cross off your rather large list I guess all these names that kept coming out amazing really we never did get to end did we.

Thats very nasty but its how I feel no doubt i’ll become “Stuart 2″ a “threat” to you and you will turn everyone against me thats what you did with him, next thing i’ll get beat up for saying all this and for being your ex wow thats a gd deal, Hey if you go out with this “fit” girl and she breaks up with you, everyone is gonna hate you and then you will get beat up.. great perfect i’ll have one now.

Well least i have MY mates exspesh rich who has been there for me and made sure i’m ok thanks rich, i’d do the same for you. And all my other mates have supported me through my down times! Thanks guys!

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This week has sucked.

- Tom Parker

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Well today was our first day back to college thank god! I was woke by the evil nana at 6.30 grrr I dont get up till 6.45 now but anyways i laid in bed then got up had shower, shave etc got ready go on bus talked to liegh about random things goto college was faced with a mardy shelly which went on all day urgh, but I can tollerate it.

Tim wasn't in college today so we had Doug, Dougs pretty cool I like th guy dunno how the others feel but we was talking about ECU's in cars and stuff very interesting bloke! then we had a GUI lesson IT SUCKED! the guy dont tell us what the hell we have to do he is not helping us.

Web dev was alright we had to do Jscript *yawn* come on guys i'm coding in AJAX now Tim made a mistake in the code which I had to fix for the whole class oh that onload= event is very good Oh I got blue formed today simple mistake lost track of time and we was only outside the class room aswell which i was abit pissed off at!

Thats my first blue form for the whole time at college, i'll try not get another but I had stuff on my mind (shelly) hopefully if i give her some space she will be ok you know how girls work I am very bored tonight I decided to stick WEP security n my wireless tonight… OH the router didnt like that and through a spazzy fit over the whole matter!

Saw gilly today walking home from the bus stop I don;t think he reads my blog though oh well if someone reads this who knows gilly pass on the msg I'll say hello to all the subcribers and for some people that unscribed i screwed up a table so you have been re-added sorry!

Thats all for now nana is still being a pain in the arse, oh my wieghts come wednesday that will be interesting

I should add another post about Friday so pop by there should be a update sometime!

- Tom Parker

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Its only Thursday and I am so bored, i've just been working on projects like im8s.com and Digg Spy Google IG Module, so far my mate rich has it on his google ig page and I have it on mine it looks pretty good i'm well impressed. Nothing much has happened really rain and wind that about it I think it was monday I wanted to go out and drive about in my car and the battery was flat grrr!

So after getting it charged up *shock horror* it started so I drove it about then parked it outside and it pissed down I thought "hey its getting a wash!" how wrong I was it just made it even worst! So i'll have to go wash that when its a nice day! God i'm missing shelly well bad We went out saturday night to go watch a film Yours, Mine, and Ours or something, it was quite funny!

I wish I had something to do! Oh I got a new keyboard to replace my old one which was about f****d its exactly the same as the one I got now jus a different colour and its been updatd (firmware or something) Finally sorted out the grentz pc *Jump for Joy* [/Sarc]

Updated some images and things on the site (Videos and Pictures) which I think look better I guess I could start work on Midnight: 06.5 or maybe not.. Urgh can anyone suggest what I can do I still got just over a week before I can go back to college I CAN'T WAIT!

- Tom Parker

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Yeah as promised a new post. Today tomwrote.info is exactly 1 year old and its been a busy and popular site and it just get better and better. So heres to tomwrote.info, for many years to come, hopefully! Well I thought i'd dig up some of the past on this blog A post from April 3rd 2005 not a very interesting post really but either way its interesting how this blog has succeeded since 2005.

I have not really done much since the last update… Thursday I see shelly and spent half a day with her we went to the park and talked loads, suprising we got to know a little bit more of each other which was great! Friday… nothing much happened finally got my folders handed in for marking *urgh* hopefully they will be ok

Saturday I had a driving lesson, bay parking and parallel parking (or something I dunno lol) Sunday was good we went out for a meal in boston at a place called the morrs arms or something but it wasn't as good as the red lion to be honest.. infact my beef was coldish so I wasn;t too pleased.

Nana still isn't eating much infact aunty bet is copying nana cuz she aint eating much either… Joe had another go at nana cuz she is making his life a missery awww poor joe lol! Ohhhh friday night I was kinda annoyed my 5 month old Sony E, K700i died on me so i've sent it back for repair and bought a Nokia 6600, when the phone comes back i'll sell it on eBay… Nana moaned, I ignored.

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Tomwrote recieved in total 85450 hits for march I was pretty impressed with it! i've been updating some parts of the site so bare with me if you find a error on the image gallery parts as they have been upgraded and need porting over to Midnight: 06! Theres some other odd tweaks i've added another one is the minimize and maximize of the archives, more of a space saving feature really.

Speaking of space, the sidebar is still being redone as the last one wasnt working out and takes up too much room I am trying to work out a solution to it but so far the only idea I come up with is 2 sidebars.. That could be deployed on Midnight: 06.5 but its depends how hard that is to code… another is AJAX… Something I have not really messed about with.. Dodgy.
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Oh mum and dad have sold the house in spain and are currently on the look out for a new place this is what they have currently got there eyes on and its looking great!

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well theres another update!

Thanks for reading!

- Tom Parker

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