Even though I have seen shelly all week apart from wednesday I have been really happy I love being with her I love her to bits I care about her shes gorgeous Right where do I start.. Monday we had lessons and I see shelly between the time she had off. The guy who stood in for stuart kept getting stuff wrong AGAIN now a jumper setting on a hard drive is called a custom select :S errrrm no its a C-A-B-L-E select he described it wrong too, I learnt absolutely nothing what so ever in that lesson, and everyone else in the class didnt even understand! god. Tuesday was the same but I went swimming, wednesday i went and did my driving lesson ohhhhh and my new head unit come through

Although its actually in the dash now lol, I'm really pleased with it but I still need to get this little fascia thing for it so the unit sits in flush! I've ordered my rear badge for the boot off ebay so thats coming very soon now all thats left is the heater button on the dash and its complete woooo!

So thats basically wednesday… thursday hmmm busy day but they killed some of our lessons off which was good so i got to spend time with shelly very happy and friday (today) really did suck, I think i was basically down all day hmmm where do I start… well like Leight wasnt on the bus so i was stuck with Zoe (who didnt talk much) and ben.. geez so i tried to sleep but i couldnt. I got to college and didnt find anyone so i slipped into the library and well did some IVA bugfixes ect, Tev come in a sat with me we talked then went for a strole

I cant remember where I went (yeah thats another thing i need to talk about) but we did something errrm… then come down stairs and errrm well yeah we see all the others and then we went to 158 for a lesson on all the work everyone has done :S so we went down the library and I see shelly sat with her tallking and helping her with her work (why hasn't anyone heard of Google Define and Wikipedia?) then we had to go back to Sonia get EMA signed and go..

Then we had to kill over a hour oh fuc|< it lets go up town the wonderful town of Boston oh what shall we do today.. do why do what we do everyday SPEND LOTS OF MONEY lol!!!111One.. urgh so I go up Tiffins grab a baggette thingy and then we walk to the Post Office and Tev wanted to goto the bank so he goes there me alex (yeah we are mates again now) and david and james stand there and alex says "ooooh I want a provisional driving form" so after eating my bagette i went in there and waited ooooh 5/10mins in a Que lol, nice and warm though.

Then James/Alex started pissing me off telling me to paint my car pink!!?!?! and some other crap urgh in the end I rang shelly and went to meet her and walk with her then tev and dave apeared too we walked back to college (sounds very exciting today dont it ) The only thing that has really cheered me up is being with shelly every second I can get wth her

I guess its time to post a picture of me and her together dunno how she will react to this but some people keep asking to see a pic of her so here is a pic of me and shelly in college

Hmm what else happened today.. oh we went swimming "manday" and nikki was in there mandy likes Tev LOL! He wasnt too pleased though So that was today I have been really stressed lately no I am not behind on assignments or anything I dont know whats up with me thats all Theres a problem which is worrying me though, i've become very forgetful and I can forget what i am talking about in a convo in a split second no idea why though unless thats what happens at our age :(I've updated my pics of my mates too i'll be adding more soon

This is Lee

James… Was you slightly stoned?!

And thats all for now enjoy this really long post

- Tom Parker

5 Comments » Posted by Tom Parker / College and Fun and Random and Rants

Hey everyone how are you all? hope your all doing fine this isnt a very long post but its a fairly important post! My IVA program for college is complete, so now its time to find about 15 or more people to test out the program and fill in the survey. Its not hard its very simple and it only takes a couple of minutes

I'll show you how to download it in a sec after i've given some background information on what this program does. The following program is very simple it calculates 4 different shaped lawns/fields and outputs the area, grams of seed needed and the amount of bags of seed needed, pretty simple eh? after you have tried a few or all the lawns fill in the survey and email it back to tom[AT]gapras.co.uk ( [AT] means @ ) thats all i need, no name or anothing like that.

So there you have it thats all I need and i'd be grateful for you to do that for me i'll post this round in a few other places to try get some more testers! Thanks alot

Download Here
(IVA.zip 1.23Mb)

I'll post a proper blog entry in a couple of days

- Tom Parker

1 Comment » Posted by Tom Parker / Boring and College

Hey how are you all? god i've been so busy what with mum coming over and college oh and sorting my car out today lol. Well i'm sorry about the last post it kinda clicked Publish instead of Save so i'll start off from where I left! Last Thursday (12th) joe was with my mum for the day since I was at college, I think she had a word with him or something.

Friday (13th) wasnt that exciting lol Raquel come round for some copies of cds of joes I did try to do them but my pc wasnt having it so I let her borrow them lol, ooooo joe was so pissed off all I heard from all the uber fast angry speaking was CDS CDS CDS BLAH BLAH CDS CDS CDS I mean he hid from his own gf :S shes not…. **THAT** scary ;P (She will kill me for that).

Saturday (14th) was quality lol, we went up wisbech (Chav/Pikey Town) see loads of fat people because that what 90% of wisbech is we did some shopping in ASDA (wow exciting) oh oh mum bought me a new bin for my bedroom, now I bought a reasonable sized bin for my room, guess what joe bought? The smallest bathroom bin avalible. I think he only wanted it for the lid that flipped up! (Grammar School Syndrome).

That saturday night, we was having a very late Christmas meal round my uncles lol, oh it was really really nice, I ate so much, do I dare say it was better then my proper Christmas meal at home? Yes I Do. We had a good drink, loads of food had a good laugh it was really good then we went home.

Sunday (15th) was a really good day too! Mum picked me up to go to the sunday market in wisbech, we also met paul up there too. Joe didnt come he would rather go out for a meal with grentz (mum was hurt by that), Wisbech market is more like latvia with all the foreigners trying to sell the cheap crappy stuff which breaks soon as you buy it lol! Oh well, got 2 books for my car a normal Haynes car manual for Pug 306 and The Max Power Haynes for Pug 306 lol

In the afternoon Me, Mum and Nana SB (Sutton Bridge, its a childhood thing) we set off to go to Ruskinton, Nana got us lost on this road which we got lost on when we took joe lol, whats the odds of that? Anywas we finally got there and we had some food and beer (yay nice) I really enjoyed it, but I relised how much I have grow up being with there kids who at 10 and erm 12/13? seeing all there toys and all that lol.

Sunday was the last full day i'd see more which sucked! we had a good time whatever, monday was college and I see shelly alot that day, excellent, boston is so boring though we had this new guy teaching us, because stuart wasnt in, hes in new york. Anyway the whole class isnt really keen on this shaun guy lol, We was'nt allowed to talk to the person next to us about anything not allowed to help them either, well fuc|< that! All work was done so!

Ohhh he tried to correct me on my work (big mistake) We was given the task of find the system specs for each Windows OS (point?) fine I just printed off part of my CSYS assignment, work done… Wait no, He said Windows ME minium spec was higher then 150Mhz well hello ME is 9x and all 9x use the same as eg 98 and 95, so he said I was wrong, I had to prove him wrong and I did, after some searching on MS website i found it and showed him. 0wn3d.

I really dont agree with the way this guy works, Tuesday we had him again. Get this right now apparently you can get thrown accross the room by touching the - and + on a power button on a PC… wow 1 or 2 volts does that.. does it - We then had to do some more class work on the smart board, *yawn* This guy really annoys me because we had to basically do what we did monday with system specs I found it amazing how we went from minium system specs to recommended ;P which was completely wrong… well apart from the ones I said. Windows 2000 Pro now has a higher spec the XP LMAO!

So what have I done today? Well I've had yet another driving lesson lol, then got home and got my car out the garage and gave it a bloody good clean, first hoovering it, then polishing up all the inside, when I was happy I then washed the car.. Geez it was sooo dirty now its really clean i'll try put some high-res pics up urgh nana pi55es me off.

Her fuKing stupid ideas, Ok the fact she spyed on me 70% of the time while I cleaned it was enough to jus stop cleaning it till she pi55ed off. But when I did go to clean it after she had gone she come back and told me to clean the windows with bl00dy vingar :angry: ok so to shut her up I did, a guess what its done to the windows? well 1 they smell vingar'y and 2 it smears! so i'll get some proper stufff and do it my way! shes like a bluebottle, i was fitting the bulb and she stood over me, well shes smaller then me but still!

Well there you go another update

Big hello to mum and dad, pippa and anyone else who reads

- Tom Parker

6 Comments » Posted by Tom Parker / College and Confusion and Fun and Nan and Rants

Finally after a really long time me and shelly are properly going out. We spent near enough all day monday hugging/kissing/loving each other. I see the bus roll into college when it finished I asked her out, I feel so proud of myself for finally asking her out, now some of you are wondering..wait.. wasnt you two going out on the 28th December… well yes and no.. we kissed and we was so much in love i forgot to ask her, so now its offical.

Tuesday really sucked.. wait what did I do.. *thinks* errm some lessons lol actaully I didnt really do anything, wait… no didnt do anything *skips to wednesday* wednesday was excellent! I was rudely awoken at 7.05am by grandad telling me to get up for college.. I was like of crap college so I got out of bed then realised it was a wednesday.. thanks grandad, so I went back to sleep.

At 8.3-am i woke up again and got ready for my 9am driving lesson, did driving lesson learnt parallel parking.. fun lol, come home and spent awhile on my PC, then mum come round OH YES EXCELLENT, I aint seen my mum for over 6 months and today i'm finally seeing her again, So we went for mcdonalds had a meal but it was crap, worst meal ever!

Then we set off for Spalding to see some old friends of mums and do some shopping while me and mum was catching up on stuff, the car come into the convo and it was decided that i'm having the car which it good so I can finally get some pratice in the yard i've also got L plates too heres some pics of it right now, it needs a clean though!

Gotta cut this short damnit Chav Jokes 4 is out now too

2 Comments » Posted by Tom Parker / Emotional and Fun and Love

Yeah that exactly how I feel right now, fairly pissed off I don't mind joe having his friends and girlfriends that are not being loyal to him and are kissing other boy behind his back coming round, but coming in my room annoying me really doesn't help. Ross is round tonight do you know what I am fed up with people pushing me about and i am going fight everytime.

(I have a strange feeling tasha is here too)
Raquelleleeleeeellee just walked in a asked for tashas lighter.. errr fuck knows where that is, [Confirmed] oh news in tasha is here oh i've just been told off for blocked her on msn and not liking her bf or w.e didnt really listen! I dont trust my pizza downstairs now they might do something to it… great! no tea for me

You know if they think of upsetting them im in one of them moods where i will prob do something about it and ruin it IE call the police then they could GO HOME! or i let it all out on what joes gf was saying last night actaully last night chatlog with his gf is quite interesting im sure I could let something out, nah not in that kinda mood!

*wonders what monday is gonna be like* I finally get to see shelly again for the whole day I really can't wait. Urgh this tasha thing is really bugging me now I DONT WANT HER IN MY HOUSE! im now littery locked myself in my room away from everyone thats for the best… i really dont feel like starting anything tonight.

See this is how I think when I feel unsafe and unsecure I am feeling that right now sure I know tasha but i dont know joes gf and really i dunno my thinking is slightly fuc|

I feel really stupid for typing this right now but I have to type this out right now while im feeling this so I can read this when I am normal again, seriously I dont dare go out there I might get stabbed or something, i'll wait for them to go home then i'll come out, possibly for the best.. yeah.

errr god I cant feel where i put tashas lighter oh well i'm not bothered about it, its jus a lighter, although if I give her it back its her life shes ruining her life hmmm *thinks* nah still cant think where it is.. shouldnt even smoke at her age! I hate feeling like this.. and its these types of mood where the most crazest thoughts come to my head..

Wait why should I be the one locked in my room? i live here.. im the oldest why the fuc|< should i feel intimidated by 2 girls and 2 boys (including bro) they aint even done nothing wrong to me but.. i still feel really fuc|

I have not felt like this for ages, is this a serious mental problem I am feeling right now or WHAT? god.. I rang shelly a hour ago we had a nice talk about stuff and that, and like how her day had gone and and that talked about other things and that. Man i feel cold.. I wonder when they are going home.. hopefully soon ASAP me dont like them

I think i might buy a mini microwave and fridge so i can live in my room on friday nights if this is gonna happen every friday night or w.e oh fuc|< this…

- Tom…(Not thinking straight.. And having crazy thoughts… please kill him)

6 Comments » Posted by Tom Parker / Confusion and Emotional and Random and Rants