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Jun 30th 2004 THE STREETS LYRICS

THE STREETS LYRICS

Dry Your Eyes

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein'
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word
'Cause everythin's just gone
I've got nothin'
Absolutely nothin'

Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin'
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now
'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

I know in the past I've found it hard to say
Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now.

A song that come out just has me and linzi broke….This song help me out well made me upset but…read the word and think about them thats what i do.

Oh linzi why, I try better next time.. Please im begging you please…

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Jun 29th 2004 HELL part 2

FUCKING I AM GOING MENTAL IM A FUCKING LUNATIC I HATE BEEING HERE I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY LIFE NOW

I HAVE A TEMPER WITH WILL POP IF SOMETHINGS NOT FUCKING DONE CUZ THIS IS REALLY PISSING ME OFF SO FAR I'VE

kNOCKED out myself to get to sleep

punched the webcam cuz i dont wanna see myself

cryed

smashed a keyboard up

lobbed my sub

punch wall

punched cd case [edit in 2006 oh big wow]
i am getting might pissed off i am in a fuckin hell
i hate my life i hate beeeing here i cqant think str8 now im so fucking mad.

i am a lil fish oin a fish bowl that goes round n round

fuck my job fucking pissed off.

I love linzi, how do i fix or even think to sort things out wth this goin on.??

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Jun 28th 2004 FUCKING. Part 1

Right lets do this shit!

Right so now ima explain everything every fucking detail i've had enough:

The start of this shit

Right so over 3yrs ago mum and ada wanted to move to spain and shit ok shit happened between mum and dad and grandparents masive fuck off fight dude it fucked things up ok so then they split
they stopped us going up to grandad ect cool by me UNTIL they like start spoiling my bro like they do to this present day. there we go thats to like explain stuff.

Now. im going fucking mental being here i am my nans its fucking hell they like pressurise me drive me up the wall fucking fuckers im in a fucking fish bowl argh help me its too hard to explain but they like question me and like this anger buliding up is messing me and linzi up cuz i cant think str8 with them near me there so fucking urghh this is why me and linzi went bad because my troubles got ontop i started neglecting linz i need her i love her too much to leave her alone i want to get away from them there so fucking hell to me right thats it cbf to type more end of part 1 l8rs.

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Jun 20th 2004 dads gone.

Dads gone to spain today :( , gee, linzi still think i'll give her space some mood today: Gutted/sad :( im gonna miss him never got to ever really get to know him, so today i paid for my server w00t lol linzis mums really getting at me hpw shes fucking linzi up i wish i could do something ffs urgh but i dont want to mess it upso i left it.

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Jun 13th 2004 so.

Linzi decided to "take a break" since i took her home i been crying solidly since I hope shes happy she done this to me because i aint aking this lightly i am blaming myself because it my fault I guess my fear is she doesnt love me anymore and she now loves darce he prob a better person than me so I am now jus flicking through photos and crying oh the happy times

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