Happy new year everyone hope you all had a good time, i personally just stopped in and got pissed with my brother at the end of the day its just another year whats the big deal? Just an excuse to get pissed and I don’t really drink that much anyways. I told Alex last night that i thought it was best we get to know each other abit more before/if we get together for some reason I just don’t feel right like all the other times what the hell is wrong with me?

I really liked her from the start but then it just grew… cold?! i never knew what to say to her and she hardly speaks either so that didn’t help in the end we had the same convo as the previous day or didn’t talk at all so I had to do something I was pretty upset that I had to tell her this but something had to be said else it would of just got worse. Of course these days you can’t do anything without anyone sticking there nose init and saying some crap for there own personal (sad) amusement.

Take this for example:

“well i erd u onli liked er cuz u wanted t get closer t me n ****”

I aint getting onto nobody but that I will claim as the best bullsh*t for 2007 whoever said it… well you could of at least say something that could possibly been belived geez. if you have a problem with me you come see me not go making up childish rumours like that lol I really can’t be bothered with it.

So thats the first piece of news and that happened while we are not even at college whats it gonna be like when we get back? “Tom goes out with Alex and cheats on her by sleeping with a dead cat” well the way people beleive things that really wouldn’t suprise me. Yeah i’m pissed off if you can’t tell.

And all of that happened in a matter of what 2 or 3 days? imagine what week of this could be like. Anyways moving on… welcome to January 2007 and this year will go fast just like 2006 before you know it, it will be 2008… damn.

Well we all go back on Thursday back to college, I can’t be bothered to get the bus anymore nobody talks anymore… just remembered I got one more assigment to do… if i ever meet that bloke who thought the students want more smaller assignments i’ll soon give him my piece of mind.

But I think it be nice to get back to college away from here ok its not too bad but its just really boring I need a laugh (then I wouldn’t be ranting as much) now that I think about it maybe what i said to alex was a mistake i kinda miss her right now… so guess thats my well week or couple of days…it was so nice to see our stuck up side of the family go… they didn’t even say bye to me lol.

We went to PC World today to take a printer back and get some advice I have been trying to tell my grentz since christmas day well.. I can;t complain gdad bought me some earphones i guess its my job to buy this “Compact Flash” card off the internet now gives me something to do I guess…

thats all for now I leave you with a video… of CRAZY Arab drifting
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- Tom Parker

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Well I have 2 systems running right now which makes life hard…

Theres the old one at www.tomwrote.info/album which is no longer updated

Then theres the new one hosted on Flickr www.tomwrote.info/photos/

So which is it gonna be old or new?

The new design is up as you can see i’m just tweaking a few things

If you didnt see the christmas post its here http://www.tomwrote.info/204

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And you know what? I can’t wait no really last week some things kicked off well I guess I should explain well I forget what day it was but basically me rich and marshall went off leaving pete aaron and katie alone well they went to tescos and i dunno where we went exactly… Katie was having a bad hair day bless her and somewhere along the lines aaron took the piss out of her and (from experience) this really upset her as it brought memories back up from school.

Aaron went over the top and really upset her and she didnt hardly talk all day we all noticed something was wrong, she told me about this on msn that night, I fort well i’ll have a word with aaron about it because I didn’t think it was very fair… I pulled arron aside and spoke to him and his reply was “I don’t care!” well I was pretty shocked at that and he walked off.

That was it didn’t hear nothing about it until the afternoon some how amy decided to get involved which had nothing to do with her… hell she isn’t in the same class… now the next thing really confused us… she was gonna go after katie… WHAT THE F**K she didn’t do nothing wrong!

So at that point I said to amy if u touch katie we won’t have nothing to do with u since katie was inocent she’d done nothing wrong to deserve any trouble… amy then sent me this rather nasty txt which upset me… (theres more to it too) so basically that was it, amy then started to fall ut with other people then what happened was a classic.

Somewhere along the lines aaron said something that was wrong or katie said something i’m not sure but amy realised what she’d done and attempted to get everyone back… uhh uhh WRONG!!! After saying all that she expects us to come running back to her… forget it. And that was it… so that was my wonderful week… BUT things are improving!!

My love life is getting a little bit better, its gonna take a little while to get back on my feet but i’m getting there… i’ve met a new girl called Alex richs gf’s best mate the first time we met we didnt talk hardly at all 3 words in total. Then I rang her up one night and we (me) spoke for 2hrs…she doesn’t say alot she is shy bless her then she rang up one night and we spoke again.

Friday night I drove to Donington (got a little bit lost and rich had to find me lol) picked her up and we drove through to Boston and went to see Casino Royale and we got a little bit closer… it was a pretty good film i enjoyed it then I drove her home in the rain (PISSING IT DOWN) I then drove home in the rain I got in at 12, pretty good night out I must say.

Ooooh and Christmas will soon be here!! a week Monday woo the new design will go live about 27th decemember its about done and its just going through optimization stages… that means i’m trying to make it supah fast loading! I can;t wait to get the design live, its now easier to expand with this design compared to what i’ve got now… which has grown old after only 3 months of being live… yeah I know…

I guess thats it really if you wont be back to read the Christmas post, I hope you all have a good Christmas and a Happy new year! Which reminds me… I need to buy my gdad a present still… and I need to wrap them… GREAT!

No videos this week nothing interesting lol

- Tom Parker

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First of all do not buy a Nokia 6600, they are crap… possibly the worse phone i’ve had for a long time… it takes a good 5 seconds to load out txts and 3 minutes to start up… damn i hated that phone.. then it refused to startup and then the speaker went on it so I guess it was time to get a new phone, when mum was over she give me and my brother £100 to go get new phones so I have bought the Sony Erricsson K750i.

I no not the latest of phones but its still pretty modern… expandable memory, bluetooth, 2 megapixel camera… yeah thats all I need really so I drove up Boston today met up with Rich and Tev went up town , walked to o2 shop nand they was sold out… gutted so went to Phone4u, and they had one in stock.. BUT there was a catch.. you had to top up £10 to activate it… yeah I know bullsh*t.. I said I had a sim already but they wouldnt take that for an answer… BAH!

Oh well leeast I got a better phone lol, FINALLY got my spoiler too!

I got this small standard for serveral reason, I didnt want nothing over the top (chavvy) , nothing to effect the insurance either… So i got a standard (very rare) phase 3 spoiler its took me months to get hold of one and the person I bought it off is even giving me a free can of paint for me car… how good!

Speaking about my car… SOME TW*T dented my back door either at college or petrol station heres a picture of it
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As you can imagine I was NOT happy about it at all and I didnt notice it until i got home either, I started to T-Cut the paint off which did a very good job then tried to get the dent to pop out and it did ok not fully but enough so it didnt look too bad.. theres a slight crease on the contour though

College is going alright been getting alot of assignments there giving us an exam soon (URGH) I hate exams… i’m bound to fail them Went to see Borat saturday night with amy but nothing happened.. I think we are better off as mates. So i’m still single but still got my rules inforce:

• No going back with ex’s – ever.
• No emailing random girls… lesson well learnt.
• No going out with close girl mates.

Tonight I plan to well… errrm I gotta tidy my room and maybe get my soft dev assignment sorted… I hate test logs… VB6 was so much better! Back to college tomorrow for yet another wonderful week xD. I guess thats it really… *thinks* Oh yeah a video… hmmm lets see what i’ve got this week…

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This was off Jerry Springer its a Midget fight… but the guy in red just owns the other one lol!

Thats all folks.

- Tom Parker

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Alot of people know me.. i’m a pretty outgoing.. open… caring…loving.. sensitive… funny? person..load of confidence, I can stand up infront of people like the whole class talk to them most of the time without a problem but when it comes to my love life its a little different and I just feel really confused right now.

its been well over 6 months since me and shelly broke up and when I found ****** I thought it was gonna be a new start for me… she lives closer to me… she goes to my college… perfect. When I first met ****** she was still with her bf Tom.. who is a dick… or so she made out to me that he is.

What can I say we met up while she was still going out with him and we “got along” pretty well I then spent like 2 months with her flirting and meeting up while they was together it felt so right yet it was so wrong.. I was there when he had “done stuff” to her and all that, they eventually broke up.

She ignored me after that… I was gutted she went with a guy called ben who she said was fat.. i’d never met the guy so i didnt know but anyways that didnt work out so i felt I was second best when she come running back to me I was stupid enough to go back to her really but I did. She stopped round one friday night one thing let to another and well thats it really..

The next day she felt I had forced her into doing that.. People who know me pretty well would know I am not like that at all and it ddint go very far after that.. after all it wasn’t true people see straight through what she was saying because well she had basically said similar things about not just tom but all her other ex’s.

So what did I do? I felt sorry for her and decided to accept a lie and try and make up with her… possible one of the stupidist things i’ve done in a long time and I just ended up getting hurt even more when i relised she’d come off my friends list on bebo and was flirting with tom on the comments bit…

So where did that lead me? well i made friends with shelly and I tried to find someone new… or something I replaced her with a iPod nano 2 lol which was actually cheaper to run lol. ****** is slagging me off? Why I have no idea but if she carries on we will do it back, i’ve had enough of it.

Anyways that was yesterdays rant todays is… A road toll.. but with a difference… we would have to have a stupid little black box which charges use on the road we go on… right and as if petrol wasnt expensive already?And I quote from BBC’s website:

The draft bill seeks to give councils more power to implement their own trials, while ensuring they fit with surrounding schemes.

If the trials are successful, a national scheme could be investigated – with drivers possibly paying £1.34 a mile to drive on the busiest roads at rush hour. Black boxes in cars could work out how far they travel on toll roads.

They really couldn’t give a f**k about people that live in the country side its all about the city the fucking wonderful city of London(istan) Sorry this really did piss me off when I read this on the net today… f**k you tony blair we already knew you a the biggest tw@ in this country but…making yourself even bigger is not gonna make us like you, ever!

Ok I think thats it really… driving to college tomorow good luck to our footie team we will be there supporting you guys!

- Laters,
Tom Parker

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