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Jun 30th 2004 THE STREETS LYRICS

THE STREETS LYRICS

Dry Your Eyes

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein'
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word
'Cause everythin's just gone
I've got nothin'
Absolutely nothin'

Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin'
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now
'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

I know in the past I've found it hard to say
Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now.

A song that come out just has me and linzi broke….This song help me out well made me upset but…read the word and think about them thats what i do.

Oh linzi why, I try better next time.. Please im begging you please…

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Jun 29th 2004 HELL part 2

FUCKING I AM GOING MENTAL IM A FUCKING LUNATIC I HATE BEEING HERE I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY LIFE NOW

I HAVE A TEMPER WITH WILL POP IF SOMETHINGS NOT FUCKING DONE CUZ THIS IS REALLY PISSING ME OFF SO FAR I'VE

kNOCKED out myself to get to sleep

punched the webcam cuz i dont wanna see myself

cryed

smashed a keyboard up

lobbed my sub

punch wall

punched cd case [edit in 2006 oh big wow]
i am getting might pissed off i am in a fuckin hell
i hate my life i hate beeeing here i cqant think str8 now im so fucking mad.

i am a lil fish oin a fish bowl that goes round n round

fuck my job fucking pissed off.

I love linzi, how do i fix or even think to sort things out wth this goin on.??

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Jun 7th 2004 the pain I feel.

the pain I feel.

The pain I feel the mess im in the fucked life the fucked up life the fucked uip life my life is fucked I cry every night alone I dont tell anyone this is my notepad I will write my emotions in it so why is my life fucked well first my parent decided to fuck off to spain and forget about me there leaving me with my nan that bitch who will drive me to depression or worst sucide I love linzi oh so much I can NEVER leave her I just wanna be killed painlessly and not remember a thing if linzi ended with me well what the point of living? there isnt shes the one true love in my life who i can never break up with I hope she feels the same the pain I feel when darce comes between us because thats what he doing I ring her every night and every so oftern I cant get in cuz darce been on the phone to linzi fucking twat I mean he must of been talk to her for at least 30mins tonight she rang at 9.55pm I was to ring at 9.30pm but she was on the phone to darce all I wanted was my 30min talk to linzi I dont get to see her much only in the weekends which hurts both of us because we not there when we need each other because we live apart so i am now crying really bad the whole spain, moving and stopping with linzi is messing me up I feel so sad I drank all eving to drown it all but its made me more sad all I wish was how its been me and my family in spain but nO my parents fuck it up and they do it when my exams was on this is whats messing my exams up if I fail its this mess I dont feel like i should be at peele anymore i dont belong anywhereoo linzi prob want to end with me if she did or i did it would kill me so i lay on my bed typing this crying becuse I dont have anything else to do

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May 27th 2004 HELL TOTAL HELL!

well I been ill thats why I aint posted for 2 days so I will make a list of troubles:

My autie Marg dies
I get ill
I get tonsilitus
I have my GCSE's coming up soon
Manny other things too lazy to post there the latest!

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May 23rd 2004 Aint posted for couple of days – Sorry

Linzi been over since friday YAY! 1hr ago she went home :'( hmmm Still think I should get a better blogger.. maybe modblog hmmmmmm I'll see nothing else to post currently – sorry

Cya

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