I really am in pain this week I can hardly walk cuz f my back i think i’ve slipped a disc or something but it kills and i walk like a stick insect because if i walk normally it hurts so i have to walk retarded it still hurts but not as bad well i aint really done alot all week i’ve attempted to get some college work done!

So i’ve been pretty busy this week today i went to the doctor today about my back and he has subscribed me some pills so hopefully my back pains will be cured! Then I got attacked by my razor when I was shaving I had it unde the hot water then put it on my face and the shock made me jerk and cut all my lip thats begining to heal up.

Today my new CPU turned up so I did a mini upgrade from a Intel Celeron D 2.66Ghz with 256k cache to a Intel Pentium 4 HT 3Ghz with 2mb cache. I can kinda notice  speed difference bu the cache will be the biggest improvement!

And i’ve upgraded my grents pc too ok this is enough PC talk. Me and shelly getting along well i’m missing her i cant wait to get back to college to see her and my mates! oh well heres a video!

Going along with the last posts glow stick theme heres 12 being blended!

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Sorry not much of a post better then nothing

- Tom

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If you missed part 1 its here

Saturday, oh dear nose bleed and the sun had hit me from the previous day tidied up the house lol stayed in the, heat made me go dizzy . Was supposed to had gone out for a BBQ but I really didn’t feel well so I stopped in dad had a lot to drink mum was not happy she took Deb Rob and Claire up village.

Dad was supposed to do the BBQ but stormed home because there was no buns! So he cooked steak for both of us mum came home they wouldn’t talk to each other, I went to bed after a talk with mum.

Sunday, I was supposed to had gone to work with my mum but wasn’t well at all had a high temp and nose bleed (what a surprise) and I was also sick, It was mums birthday that day and I gave her a card and her present, I bought her a MP3 player and she’s always using it . That night we went out for a meal at a place called The Portabella it was a really nice meal Deb, Rob and Claire came with us as well as mums boss after we had our meal we went to a ice cream parlor yum . Thats about it really they come back to ours for a drink me and Claire watched Garfield 2 it was quite funny lol.

Monday, felt a bit better so I sun bathed all day then in the evening went out with rents and her boss and her hubby, Lee. We went to a new Chinese restaurant that had opened just that night service was bit slow but the meal was nice! Thats about it that happened that night.

Tuesday and Wednesday,I think I went in the pool and sun bathed lol thats all I did for the whole week, guess thats the idea of going on holiday lol.

Thursday, Deb, Rob and Claire went home and I went in the pool I guess u get the idea I had a few more nose bleeds yeah I think I need help like Rich said but the feeling of a hot metal rod up my nose is not very nice

Part 3 coming in a few days time Thanks for reading
- Tom Parker

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My experience in Spain was quite interesting and saddening at the same time, and I really don't know how to work it out in my head either… Anyways I’m going to do this in parts…

Tuesday, I woke up and oh god I felt sh*t  in the end I got all sorted oh and then had a 10 min nose bleed, (yes they have started again).  I got all sorted and set off for Norwich, traffic wasn't too bad and we didn’t have much
of a problem finding the airport either.  The airport was so small only 4 gates lol, I got all my luggage all sorted then had some grub said bye to the grentz and went through the metal detector with no problems (yay, I hate being
groped by some old man!). My flight was called after a short wait and I got on the plane. I sat down found a mag to read put mp3 player on and chilled, wonderful. Got to Spain as I got off the heat hit me got all my luggage back and went to meet my rents I missed my brother who had just left 2 mins earlier damn we could I been a family for a short
period lol. Anyways got to my rents house cracked open a can of beer (which was 8% vol) yuck. Oh then I had another nose bleed! We had a BBQ for tea watched a bit of TV then went to bed.

Wednesday, woke up feeling sh*t had a drink… Nose bleed for 20mins which suckd and I wasn't very well at all aunty Deb, Rob and Claire (shame no Gem ) was flying in that day so my rents had to go pick them up.  They got all the
cases etc into there place and then came round for tea and we had chicken we watched TV then went to bed still not feeling too good.

Thursday, woke up cant remember much it was boring and I felt sh*t well mum went to work and we had pork chops for
tea, watched TV bad girls was on that was good went to bed. 

Friday, Mum Dad took Rob Claire and Deb to market. Did nothing tried to fix rents pc no luck!  lol again cant remember much but I wasn’t too good!  I was sun bathing on the sun terrace had a nose bleed sometime in the day oo lol and that’s about it had lasagne for tea, didn’t do much watched TV.

So my first few days wasnt too good at all watch out for Part 2 in a few days

- Tom Parker

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My answer is to drink and drink until u get pissed and don't give a f**k anymore and do stupid things like this in your anger:

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Totally not my character I know but things a just really hurting me and its making me do some really stupid things. Do you know what? I can't wait to finish college and f**k off to spain for 2 weeks it will give me some time to clear my head!

Friday last day of college well kind of we have got catch up week next week but I dont know if I could take it anymore and I think friday we are gonna have a piss up after college too. Hope the weather stays good i'll just buy a bottle of vodka and down it I dont care what happens to me.

Worthless post I know but I have nothing else to say. Bye.
- Tom Parker

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I’ll keep it short, Me and shelly are over and she had even made her mind up before i’d even talked to her i spend a hour crying and talking to her in the park and she really couldnt give a flying f**k could she. She didn;t talk I did all the talking and it was all a waste of time.. she is a waste of time. I would do anything for that girl and cared about her alot more then anything else. and this is how it end “oh everything is wrong with you” Define “everything” No she couldn’t do that could she so f**k it!

Tim was right I shouldn’t have gone back with her in the first place.. Yeah i’ll remember that in the future! Everyone was right to be exact 11 people warned me of her… I guess they was right! Fine be it like that see if I care but what really f**ks me off is coming in my path constantly! Huggging other lads in front of me not a f**king care. To me i’m just another ex to cross off on her list.

I hating saying this word but.. B!TCH! I’m not a generally angry person but this takes the p**s sure i’ve lashed out on a few inocent objects bothered? No. I am so glad I never got them tickets for spain foir her yeah how stupid am I i was atually gonna pay for her.. God i’m stupid! I don;t care if this “hurts” her feelings this is how I feel wait no this is 10% of how I feel right now!

Shes only gotta do one more thing which i’m waiting for to confirm what everyone has been saying about her. Why am I so blind? I could tell something was up when the xs on the txts started to drop from 6 to 1 why couldnt she say something to me? Oh she bottles it all up don;t she. Everyone who cares about her and she wont say fuck all she even does it with emma so she told me.

I aint having her back, ignoring everything i said was one thing exspesh when i kept asking are u listening and she didnt say nothing, there was no emoticion in her face, not the normal happy shelly.. wait no that face only comes out when she is ith anyone else apart from me.

I did my best for that girl, obviously she expected me to do more… like what see her every night? she lives f**king 1.30hrs away! I said my bit to her… I hope she listened to the important bits! like the following:

• When another one of your many ex’s comes along and bugs you, I won;t be there to keep you safe.
• When your feeling down, I aint gonna be there to cheer you up.
• You will never find another boy like me.
• I aint gonna come running back for you I aint gonna stalk you like your crazy ex’s
• I’m just another boy to you, another boy to cross off your rather large list I guess all these names that kept coming out amazing really we never did get to end did we.

Thats very nasty but its how I feel no doubt i’ll become “Stuart 2″ a “threat” to you and you will turn everyone against me thats what you did with him, next thing i’ll get beat up for saying all this and for being your ex wow thats a gd deal, Hey if you go out with this “fit” girl and she breaks up with you, everyone is gonna hate you and then you will get beat up.. great perfect i’ll have one now.

Well least i have MY mates exspesh rich who has been there for me and made sure i’m ok thanks rich, i’d do the same for you. And all my other mates have supported me through my down times! Thanks guys!

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This week has sucked.

- Tom Parker

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