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Dec 8th 2006 Too much work!

Help were being over worked at college 98% of us are falling behind because of this bloke who think he knows what the student really want got his way - Multiple assigmments, this means breaking the assigments in 3 or more smaller assignments thus we fall behind ALOT easier.

Yeah including me… yes I am fallin behind I dont know whats gotta be in out whats been reffered and i’m normally pretty organised but this setup is just messing things up… so as a student rep guy would do… we did something about it! First a poling vote was put on on the colleges intranet, now we have done a petition to get these stupid small assigmments slapped into 1 big one why makes thing alot easier to manage.

This pettion was pretty simple it had there name, signature tick yes for 1 big assignment and no for… loads of them then comments… the outcome was basically only 2 people disagreed (smart ass’s :P ) and the rest of the class well aid yes they wanted 1 big assigment. Today I just sat in “SAD” head down… lost no idea what I could do so i decided the best I could do was setup some kinda speadsheet to try and oranise the mess this guy has made for us all - t*t!

Moving on christmas is gonna be here soon… great and as every christmas i’ll feel down because well christmas is a family time… apart from my family isn’t exactly a family… mum and dad will be in spain sure i’ll have the grentz thats cool but my parents *sigh* and well i have no idea when i’ll see them so thats gonna be on my mind for awhile…

College is ok just this work which is bugging me right now.. we got a new timetable no real problems with it just yet. Home is ok nans not really p*ssed me off for a while so thats alright. Love life? don’t go there…

** Site News **

I’m planning to do a little work on the site in january little tweaks here and there new photo system well… ok what i mean by photo system is to move them to flickr i’ve got a BETA site up and testing is looking pretty promising that is will be migrated over to the main site :)

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A small note that is not the new design at all for the site thats a default theme wordpress comes with :) the webcam could be taken offline as never been online for a good 2 months and i’ve just lost interest in it.
The car is going great *touch wood* the spoiler is on and looks pretty good for a standard part heres 2 pictures i’ve taken its took a little bit off work and i’ll be touching up a scuff or too tomorrow!

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Got a video of some crazy saudi guys skating on the road without skates… MUST SEE!

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thats all for now thanks for reading cheers!

- Tom Parker

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Nov 15th 2006 My confidence has been knocked

Alot of people know me.. i’m a pretty outgoing.. open… caring…loving.. sensitive… funny? person..load of confidence, I can stand up infront of people like the whole class talk to them most of the time without a problem but when it comes to my love life its a little different and I just feel really confused right now.

its been well over 6 months since me and shelly broke up and when I found ****** I thought it was gonna be a new start for me… she lives closer to me… she goes to my college… perfect. When I first met ****** she was still with her bf Tom.. who is a dick… or so she made out to me that he is.

What can I say we met up while she was still going out with him and we “got along” pretty well I then spent like 2 months with her flirting and meeting up while they was together it felt so right yet it was so wrong.. I was there when he had “done stuff” to her and all that, they eventually broke up.

She ignored me after that… I was gutted she went with a guy called ben who she said was fat.. i’d never met the guy so i didnt know but anyways that didnt work out so i felt I was second best when she come running back to me I was stupid enough to go back to her really but I did. She stopped round one friday night one thing let to another and well thats it really..

The next day she felt I had forced her into doing that.. People who know me pretty well would know I am not like that at all and it ddint go very far after that.. after all it wasn’t true people see straight through what she was saying because well she had basically said similar things about not just tom but all her other ex’s.

So what did I do? I felt sorry for her and decided to accept a lie and try and make up with her… possible one of the stupidist things i’ve done in a long time and I just ended up getting hurt even more when i relised she’d come off my friends list on bebo and was flirting with tom on the comments bit…

So where did that lead me? well i made friends with shelly and I tried to find someone new… or something I replaced her with a iPod nano 2 lol which was actually cheaper to run lol. ****** is slagging me off? Why I have no idea but if she carries on we will do it back, i’ve had enough of it.

Anyways that was yesterdays rant todays is… A road toll.. but with a difference… we would have to have a stupid little black box which charges use on the road we go on… right and as if petrol wasnt expensive already?And I quote from BBC’s website:

The draft bill seeks to give councils more power to implement their own trials, while ensuring they fit with surrounding schemes.

If the trials are successful, a national scheme could be investigated - with drivers possibly paying £1.34 a mile to drive on the busiest roads at rush hour. Black boxes in cars could work out how far they travel on toll roads.

They really couldn’t give a f**k about people that live in the country side its all about the city the fucking wonderful city of London(istan) Sorry this really did piss me off when I read this on the net today… f**k you tony blair we already knew you a the biggest tw@ in this country but…making yourself even bigger is not gonna make us like you, ever!

Ok I think thats it really… driving to college tomorow good luck to our footie team we will be there supporting you guys!

- Laters,
Tom Parker

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Oct 13th 2006 [Long Read] I’m lost, i’m stuck.

Its true i’ve aproached that time in my life where I don’t know where I stand anymore thats my love life and my career. I am confused this week there been so much going on about me and leanne its just now pissing me off, there was people making all kinds of stuff up like rape and me and leanne will both say that not true at all.

People who know me in person knows that not true at all and that I wouldn’t do anything to harm anything really.. im a pu55y. I find it quite amusing when people think its sad because I don’t fight and i’d rather talk things out because it shows just what type of person they really are.

Talking with your fists where does that get you? Nowhere. I’m lost with my love life because well me and leanne are talkin again and we have started to sort out our differences and because well I am open I told alot of people what happened… not bragging or anything but I told them my side of the story.

This turned into rumours and because a direct attack towards leanne but we have both sorted out what happened and equally took the blame not just me which made me feel alot better. We have both now gotta try sort out what happens next this first starts off with trust and honesty.

I majorly misunderstood leanne and now im paying the price and kicking myself for it. Now I have been thinking out what I want to do for a career all I really ever wanted to do was be a system admin (networking/servers/etc) since I already self-taught myself all that stuff years ago.

But a week ago in one of my lessons a member of staff was talkin to another member of staff about being a tutor/teacher.. . This made me think I wouldn’t want to be a school teacher… there lives suck… I wouldn’t want to be constantly shouting at kids telling them to do such boring work like excel and word…

I’d like to teach college students though I think (actaully I know I can) stand up in front of 20 odd people and teach them about why AMD owns Intel for 1hr lol or why sticking things other than a floppy disc in the drive is a bad thing… I could keep it going but I wont. I think I could do it as college students are “alot more mature” to some degree we have a laugh but we have a laugh with the tutors too.

An aprentiship would be good i’d like that but I wouldnt want to lose out on Nat Dip i love the course and made some really good mates too.

Oh god 158 today have problems first thing this morning we walked in and it stung pretty badly… at the front of the class was a bucket and a hole in the ceiling… hmmm well suddenly we all heard water… and water began to drip out this hole quite alot within minutes the room stang of what I can describe as… 3 week old sh*t + some type of green discharge! in other words it was rank.

We then found out there was girls toilets right above where it was dripping and then we was expecting a great big sh…. ok moving on… :P we left the room promptly soon afterwards. Damn that room smelt. The week has been alright I guess and now I have a weekend to spend with my mummy who has come over today I aint seen her yet but I can’t wait.

I’m now bored… Its a friday night with hardly anyone online I aint really eating anything I did have soup but I aint had much of that either so I guess i’ll jus wel errm listen to music or something oh yeah little tip.

Don’t watch pirated DVD’s if your trying to impress a girl most of the time there complete crap and dont really impress the girl at all infact I don’t think pirated DVD’s are good at all the quality is terrible… random inser there but oh well. If you like My Chemical Romance they got a new song out if you didnt already know and heres the video to it its pretty good… but I dont like his hair. [Thanks Nat]

Watch it here else if its down look here

[UPDATE]

As said by Gerard in a recent interview: “This album is a story of a man, known as ‘The Patient’ who dies in a hospital. He goes on an odyssey and examines his life and the mistakes he has made. Gerard says he cut and dyed his hair bleach blonde to look like The Patient (many fans do not realize this), and his new look resembles a man who’s gone through chemotherapy.

Thats all really sorry its not embedded having a few problems with it screwin the site up guess i’ll work on that lol thanks for reading.

- Tom Parker

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Oct 8th 2006 Tom buys a iPod nano 2

First of all me and Leanne didnt get on aswell as we thought it went, it wasn’t my option to edit last weeks post either, nuff said. So instead of spending loads of money on her I bought a iPod nano 2 to cheer myself up…

So the week has been up and down really the one thing I put my trust and love into f**ked me over. I spent 2 months doing so much for her always being there when she’s needed me protecting her alsorts I finally get her and it just f**ks up well badly and I just feel sh*t. Lost all trust in girls right now.

Tuesday was just your normal day of college having a laugh and doing our C++, Wednesday well… I wasn’t very well at all didnt really do much just mooch arround college which at the same time spread to Rich… oops.. Thursday I didn’t go in at all I stayed in bed till 12 then magically got better about 2pm.. Friday that was a good day and Leanne stopped the night and well lets just leave it there.

Leanne stopped the night and went home in the afternoon, that day was just tears for me. Today we went up Peterboro and had a walk around Queens Gate and I see the new iPod nano 2 and I thought to myself…gotta have that! so here I present my first ever piece of Apple Hardware:

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As you can see its very slim and small and holding it it feels very strong and ridgid its come with some fairly good quality headphones but I like my £4 earplugs better… It works really nicely with iTunes 7.01 and I love how I can sync things really fast lol.

If your looking for somewhere to eat in Peterboro, don’t goto Paul Pry the menu there has got really bad there was only 6 main meals and they removed my favorite dish.. Lamb Shank.. Tom not impressed.. They got Joes soup wrong but they did take it off the bill and well his steak was cr@p. When we ordered we was faced with a £27 bill because the previous people didnt pay… wonder why!

So thats all really back to college Tuesday

- Tom Parker

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Sep 30th 2006 No title

This week has been just your average week, Monday Rich passed his driving test… well done on you mate where as I was dragged to Stickney, Spilsby and that other one… errrm… ok cant remember what it was called but we had to go look at some mega boring tractor part… Yes I no! That was Monday.Tuesday we errrm did something I think thats called work most of that was C++ (After a while coding you start to think in c++) My assignment is very nearly finished. so im pretty happy with that.
Wednesday errrm we did some more work cant remember exactly but we had a good laugh like always. didn’t see Leanne because tom was in stalking her etc, so I stayed away. I didnt really do anything that day lol. Oh oh LSU… yeah that was errr fun, did subtractions lol.

Thursday errm I did college work as normal hmmm now I think about it the first part of this week was boring… Thursday night Tasha come round all upset etc so I was trying to sort that out but after that she wanted to go home and tried to run infront of a car… so i pulled her off the road and tried to talk to her in the end it got her home… we aint really talking now.

Friday… disapeared
Thats all really

PS: NASTY MSN VIRUS GOING ABOUT

Example:

‘omg, is that you? :S http://photodbase.ph.funpic.org/photos.php?photo=photo2342.jpg’

Don’t click it or your will get a load of viruses and stuff like my brother lol. Working on a way to remove it…

- Tom Parker

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