Spain wasn't that good I can't remember much else but it sucked. I was gonna stop but my dad got all sh*tty over it he was sh*tty all the time. So theres Spain out of the way, England flight was delayed by 1 hour that wasnt too good. Theres been alot on my mind which I really must get out.

The first thing is my dad really has changed for the worst, I won't go into details but it hurt me in a way that i've been been hurt so much to see him in a state like that. Really is hard hitting like me and my bro have both agreed on that we both feel sorry for mum.

Thats one thing out of that way without saying too much the second really did make me angry. Someone I have respected for years has lost my respect… My Aunty Jayne, she isn't my real aunty i've just been brought up that way to call her that. She is infact a close family friend.

So what did she do to upset me? Well she didn't just upset me she also upset my brother and my mum. Well I guess I better say what was said well basically she went to spain with my brother went to my rents house and said to my mum "oh your a bad mother" and also offended my brother my dad of course didn't stand up for my mum.

They was only in spain for 2 weeks and she come back and started feeding me all this bullsh*t too but I wasn't having it. So after that my mum rang me up crying and I couldnt do nothing about it until I got to spain well I got to spain and got mums side of the story and my original plan was to use Jayne for my free driving lessons and then after i've passed etc throw everything at her… (this is why its a bad idea to be on my wrong side).

But no I came back and I asked for my car back (no i stil had not got my car back) so she came round with my car and log book EXCELLENT!  I thought tomyself well she holds nothing against me now so I gotmmybrother down and we had a bloody good arguement for what she said to my mum and what she said to my brother.

I left with "Oh thanks for my car" and walked up stairs.

Thats about it really had to fix a roof the other day that involved abit of hard work taking th old one off then i went to job centre nobody wanted me though lol thats all

- Tom Parker 

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My experience in Spain was quite interesting and saddening at the same time, and I really don't know how to work it out in my head either… Anyways I’m going to do this in parts…

Tuesday, I woke up and oh god I felt sh*t  in the end I got all sorted oh and then had a 10 min nose bleed, (yes they have started again).  I got all sorted and set off for Norwich, traffic wasn't too bad and we didn’t have much
of a problem finding the airport either.  The airport was so small only 4 gates lol, I got all my luggage all sorted then had some grub said bye to the grentz and went through the metal detector with no problems (yay, I hate being
groped by some old man!). My flight was called after a short wait and I got on the plane. I sat down found a mag to read put mp3 player on and chilled, wonderful. Got to Spain as I got off the heat hit me got all my luggage back and went to meet my rents I missed my brother who had just left 2 mins earlier damn we could I been a family for a short
period lol. Anyways got to my rents house cracked open a can of beer (which was 8% vol) yuck. Oh then I had another nose bleed! We had a BBQ for tea watched a bit of TV then went to bed.

Wednesday, woke up feeling sh*t had a drink… Nose bleed for 20mins which suckd and I wasn't very well at all aunty Deb, Rob and Claire (shame no Gem ) was flying in that day so my rents had to go pick them up.  They got all the
cases etc into there place and then came round for tea and we had chicken we watched TV then went to bed still not feeling too good.

Thursday, woke up cant remember much it was boring and I felt sh*t well mum went to work and we had pork chops for
tea, watched TV bad girls was on that was good went to bed. 

Friday, Mum Dad took Rob Claire and Deb to market. Did nothing tried to fix rents pc no luck!  lol again cant remember much but I wasn’t too good!  I was sun bathing on the sun terrace had a nose bleed sometime in the day oo lol and that’s about it had lasagne for tea, didn’t do much watched TV.

So my first few days wasnt too good at all watch out for Part 2 in a few days

- Tom Parker

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My answer is to drink and drink until u get pissed and don't give a f**k anymore and do stupid things like this in your anger:

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Totally not my character I know but things a just really hurting me and its making me do some really stupid things. Do you know what? I can't wait to finish college and f**k off to spain for 2 weeks it will give me some time to clear my head!

Friday last day of college well kind of we have got catch up week next week but I dont know if I could take it anymore and I think friday we are gonna have a piss up after college too. Hope the weather stays good i'll just buy a bottle of vodka and down it I dont care what happens to me.

Worthless post I know but I have nothing else to say. Bye.
- Tom Parker

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Well Tuesday I went for my mock driving test which when great perfect really happy then Wednesday was the big day MY DRIVING TEST! Something I and most family and friends was looking forward to and saying good luck to me, so there I was waiting in the room for the examiner to come… eventually he showed up and guess what? "Oh i'm sorry we are going to have to cancel your test". Apparently the girl before me had ran away from her car, and the examiners are NOT aloud to drive the car back (stupid DSA ruling) so the poor bloke had to walk back!

So that really pissed me off after spending £90 for no real purpose but I do get a new test… wait a minute.. 29th June you gotta be kidding me! I really am not happy about that! Car goes in for MOT tuesday so that will be good hopefully it passes (one reason why I aint hardly spending any money lol). Me and shelly are getting along fine well saying that there are people out there trying to break us up (shellys ex's mate or something) Sad really init?

Interesting news on the net!

Well theres been a law passed so bloggers do no have to reveal there sources like normal journalists one more step to free speech. Read more here

Blog updates

Yes theres alot of updates to my blog lately the newest feature is the webcam is up and running for anyone to view. Theres now social bookmarklets on every post and page with some of the most popular bookmarking sites. Contact information added and you can send messages to me over msn too.

And thats all really nothing else happened lol - I love you shellyand hello to everyone on my msn and the readers please feel free to add comments!

- Tom Parker

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Well I wasn't gonna post till like wednesday when something special happens but I just couldn't resist… Well friday I really did get a shock I walked in and rich say "Emma wants a word with you" I'm like me… why me.. seemed shelly still has feelings for me and wanted to talk… my face litery looked like this:

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Ok well not that bad but still I was shocked. So the day carried on as normal then I got a email from shelly which hardcore replied with "I love you" true but im not a person to blurt that out Well I emailed back we got talking, then we met up talked some more sorted out some bits and more talking. We hugged each other it felt so right then her bf walked in well shelly was gonna end it with him anyway so I had nothing to worry about.

Alot of people won't agree with what I have done, but its my life I am only young, I am gonna give her one more chance but I believe that me and her are ment for each other. We still had feelings for each other whats the point in hidding them?

Well thats about all thats happened oh I got my tire sorted of course my nan had to get involved and make things worst "oh you need to put some air in all the tire" and she kept windging so I though "hey I can't see what the harm will be in that". So i got the pump out got it all going had my radio on etc, pump started to stutter and then died.

Wierd when to start car up.. dead. Battery had gone flat from the pump and radio typical! oh dear it starts to rain and I have a window open… electric windows… cant shut them… NOOOOO! So I had to go find something to cover the window with "wheres all the polythene? Ok i'll just use cardboard" it did the job…

Battery on charge for about a hour give it enough juice to start and close window so I cheered up after that but that cars all muddy now from the pissing rain. I'll have to clean it and try out this new t cut stuff I got :D. Oh and my car has a name now she is called Alicia lmao.

ok expect next update wednesday thats the big day would spoil the suprise though Some of you already know though

Thanks for reading oh and theres some more suprises in store and a new feature on the way!

- Tom Parker

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