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Aug 8th 2007 Today has sucked.

Woke up this morning to find out our tractor was stolen from our shed last night i felt sick to the stomach i went for a drive arround see if i could find it, highly unlikely I know but worth a try I guess! It brought a tear to my eye that someone could do this to my grentz business, its been reported to police etc but doubt we will see it again.

So today it been a fact or bumping up security on the shed thats been fun I guess and while doing that I been spraying my bumper so its back to normal what a fun life I leed. The weekend was better I guess… Saturday I sold my phase front bumper and drove up to Grantham with it but the people picking it up got lost :( so we was there for 3hrs (got there 1hr early) luck we was meeting at McD’s so we could buy food and stuff lol.

Sunday drove to Brackly which is Silverstone way for a 306 meet which never happened really. Got there 1hr early (pattern showing here) sat at the green man pub with amy and waited and waited lol. Then Jo (meet organiser) turned up spoke to her a little while and then Mark turned up and that was it.

waited a hr nobody else turn up… that really takes the bicuit… 14 confirmed people coming yet only 4 turn up! We went for a drive to the woods for our BBQ Amy’s mum kindly bought us some meat for our BBQ and lent us some chairs and a cool bag how cool is that? So I bought 2 portable BBQ’s some coke and stuff.

Got the the woods and Mark had to go because of his gf or something so he went :( then Matt (jo bf) turned up cattering for 4 people - no problem. Plenty to go round lol we made a good day of it even when coming home there was a Ford fest on so we followed loads of Fords home both classics and new…. that explains the Ford GT I followed up the M1 (followed it just for the sound lol)

The rest of the week… work and errm thats all I think… I was gonna blog about something else the other day but I cant remember now lol hmmm… oh well couldnt be too important I guess……

- Tom

Video?!

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Apr 6th 2007 I’ve lost my angel

Me and shelly have broke up, she said that it wasn’t working out and she didnt feel hapy again… typical so thats it… no more some of my mates knew I had a idea something was up with her because she has neglected me all week and I feel a little used too because i taxi’d her and a mate from coningsby to donnington last saturday and then went round hers sunday to fix her pc *sigh* oh well!

yesterday was a pretty sh*tty day at college too it was really pissing me off i’m glad i’ve got 2 weeks off to just chill out and recharge my batteries because i’ve felt so run down and find out shelly wanted to end it really didnt help, damn my stupidity. Wednesday was interesting at college… Well i was in lesson wen mick walked in a and kinda shouted out “TOM PARKER” I thought i was in trouble (as i do) then he asked me to come to the front so I did… and he gave me this easter egg for 100% attendence this term which i was pretty happy about, I shared the egg with my mates :)

heres a bad picture of me shaking hand with mick and the egg itself! lol!

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I don’t know if I mentioned it in the last post but my car has being playing up this time with the plip on my key it wont unlock or lock… I wednesday me, marshall and storer took a trip upto peugeot to see what they could do… at first the bloke got my car wrong eventually after getting the chasis number they found my car on the computer… aparently it is the key so a new one has been ordered heres the painful part:

  • Price of the plip/key - £52
  • Labour £32
  • Unknown number entered into the calculator… 17.5 (guessing thats VAT)

Final price… £99.98, £100 to get the car sorted… so its going in this wednesday (11th) to have it sorted out… bless it oh well I guess I need these things sorted. i guess thats all really hopefully going to be opening SiteDesignr (new site) this easter hol i’ve been making progress on it :)

Have a good easter :) I have got a video too!

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its the new Linkin Park song/video! album out May 14th!

- Tom

PS: Added a mini blog to the right hand side i post on it when im bored I can txt to it to when i’m out and about :)

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Jan 1st 2007 [RANT] Happy New Year!

Happy new year everyone hope you all had a good time, i personally just stopped in and got pissed with my brother at the end of the day its just another year whats the big deal? Just an excuse to get pissed and I don’t really drink that much anyways. I told Alex last night that i thought it was best we get to know each other abit more before/if we get together for some reason I just don’t feel right like all the other times what the hell is wrong with me?

I really liked her from the start but then it just grew… cold?! i never knew what to say to her and she hardly speaks either so that didn’t help in the end we had the same convo as the previous day or didn’t talk at all so I had to do something I was pretty upset that I had to tell her this but something had to be said else it would of just got worse. Of course these days you can’t do anything without anyone sticking there nose init and saying some crap for there own personal (sad) amusement.

Take this for example:

“well i erd u onli liked er cuz u wanted t get closer t me n ****”

I aint getting onto nobody but that I will claim as the best bullsh*t for 2007 whoever said it… well you could of at least say something that could possibly been belived geez. if you have a problem with me you come see me not go making up childish rumours like that lol I really can’t be bothered with it.

So thats the first piece of news and that happened while we are not even at college whats it gonna be like when we get back? “Tom goes out with Alex and cheats on her by sleeping with a dead cat” well the way people beleive things that really wouldn’t suprise me. Yeah i’m pissed off if you can’t tell.

And all of that happened in a matter of what 2 or 3 days? imagine what week of this could be like. Anyways moving on… welcome to January 2007 and this year will go fast just like 2006 before you know it, it will be 2008… damn.

Well we all go back on Thursday back to college, I can’t be bothered to get the bus anymore nobody talks anymore… just remembered I got one more assigment to do… if i ever meet that bloke who thought the students want more smaller assignments i’ll soon give him my piece of mind.

But I think it be nice to get back to college away from here ok its not too bad but its just really boring I need a laugh (then I wouldn’t be ranting as much) now that I think about it maybe what i said to alex was a mistake i kinda miss her right now… so guess thats my well week or couple of days…it was so nice to see our stuck up side of the family go… they didn’t even say bye to me lol.

We went to PC World today to take a printer back and get some advice I have been trying to tell my grentz since christmas day well.. I can;t complain gdad bought me some earphones :) i guess its my job to buy this “Compact Flash” card off the internet now gives me something to do I guess…

thats all for now I leave you with a video… of CRAZY Arab drifting
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- Tom Parker

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Dec 8th 2006 Too much work!

Help were being over worked at college 98% of us are falling behind because of this bloke who think he knows what the student really want got his way - Multiple assigmments, this means breaking the assigments in 3 or more smaller assignments thus we fall behind ALOT easier.

Yeah including me… yes I am fallin behind I dont know whats gotta be in out whats been reffered and i’m normally pretty organised but this setup is just messing things up… so as a student rep guy would do… we did something about it! First a poling vote was put on on the colleges intranet, now we have done a petition to get these stupid small assigmments slapped into 1 big one why makes thing alot easier to manage.

This pettion was pretty simple it had there name, signature tick yes for 1 big assignment and no for… loads of them then comments… the outcome was basically only 2 people disagreed (smart ass’s :P ) and the rest of the class well aid yes they wanted 1 big assigment. Today I just sat in “SAD” head down… lost no idea what I could do so i decided the best I could do was setup some kinda speadsheet to try and oranise the mess this guy has made for us all - t*t!

Moving on christmas is gonna be here soon… great and as every christmas i’ll feel down because well christmas is a family time… apart from my family isn’t exactly a family… mum and dad will be in spain sure i’ll have the grentz thats cool but my parents *sigh* and well i have no idea when i’ll see them so thats gonna be on my mind for awhile…

College is ok just this work which is bugging me right now.. we got a new timetable no real problems with it just yet. Home is ok nans not really p*ssed me off for a while so thats alright. Love life? don’t go there…

** Site News **

I’m planning to do a little work on the site in january little tweaks here and there new photo system well… ok what i mean by photo system is to move them to flickr i’ve got a BETA site up and testing is looking pretty promising that is will be migrated over to the main site :)

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A small note that is not the new design at all for the site thats a default theme wordpress comes with :) the webcam could be taken offline as never been online for a good 2 months and i’ve just lost interest in it.
The car is going great *touch wood* the spoiler is on and looks pretty good for a standard part heres 2 pictures i’ve taken its took a little bit off work and i’ll be touching up a scuff or too tomorrow!

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Got a video of some crazy saudi guys skating on the road without skates… MUST SEE!

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thats all for now thanks for reading cheers!

- Tom Parker

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Nov 15th 2006 My confidence has been knocked

Alot of people know me.. i’m a pretty outgoing.. open… caring…loving.. sensitive… funny? person..load of confidence, I can stand up infront of people like the whole class talk to them most of the time without a problem but when it comes to my love life its a little different and I just feel really confused right now.

its been well over 6 months since me and shelly broke up and when I found ****** I thought it was gonna be a new start for me… she lives closer to me… she goes to my college… perfect. When I first met ****** she was still with her bf Tom.. who is a dick… or so she made out to me that he is.

What can I say we met up while she was still going out with him and we “got along” pretty well I then spent like 2 months with her flirting and meeting up while they was together it felt so right yet it was so wrong.. I was there when he had “done stuff” to her and all that, they eventually broke up.

She ignored me after that… I was gutted she went with a guy called ben who she said was fat.. i’d never met the guy so i didnt know but anyways that didnt work out so i felt I was second best when she come running back to me I was stupid enough to go back to her really but I did. She stopped round one friday night one thing let to another and well thats it really..

The next day she felt I had forced her into doing that.. People who know me pretty well would know I am not like that at all and it ddint go very far after that.. after all it wasn’t true people see straight through what she was saying because well she had basically said similar things about not just tom but all her other ex’s.

So what did I do? I felt sorry for her and decided to accept a lie and try and make up with her… possible one of the stupidist things i’ve done in a long time and I just ended up getting hurt even more when i relised she’d come off my friends list on bebo and was flirting with tom on the comments bit…

So where did that lead me? well i made friends with shelly and I tried to find someone new… or something I replaced her with a iPod nano 2 lol which was actually cheaper to run lol. ****** is slagging me off? Why I have no idea but if she carries on we will do it back, i’ve had enough of it.

Anyways that was yesterdays rant todays is… A road toll.. but with a difference… we would have to have a stupid little black box which charges use on the road we go on… right and as if petrol wasnt expensive already?And I quote from BBC’s website:

The draft bill seeks to give councils more power to implement their own trials, while ensuring they fit with surrounding schemes.

If the trials are successful, a national scheme could be investigated - with drivers possibly paying £1.34 a mile to drive on the busiest roads at rush hour. Black boxes in cars could work out how far they travel on toll roads.

They really couldn’t give a f**k about people that live in the country side its all about the city the fucking wonderful city of London(istan) Sorry this really did piss me off when I read this on the net today… f**k you tony blair we already knew you a the biggest tw@ in this country but…making yourself even bigger is not gonna make us like you, ever!

Ok I think thats it really… driving to college tomorow good luck to our footie team we will be there supporting you guys!

- Laters,
Tom Parker

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