Alot of people know me.. i’m a pretty outgoing.. open… caring…loving.. sensitive… funny? person..load of confidence, I can stand up infront of people like the whole class talk to them most of the time without a problem but when it comes to my love life its a little different and I just feel really confused right now.

its been well over 6 months since me and shelly broke up and when I found ****** I thought it was gonna be a new start for me… she lives closer to me… she goes to my college… perfect. When I first met ****** she was still with her bf Tom.. who is a dick… or so she made out to me that he is.

What can I say we met up while she was still going out with him and we “got along” pretty well I then spent like 2 months with her flirting and meeting up while they was together it felt so right yet it was so wrong.. I was there when he had “done stuff” to her and all that, they eventually broke up.

She ignored me after that… I was gutted she went with a guy called ben who she said was fat.. i’d never met the guy so i didnt know but anyways that didnt work out so i felt I was second best when she come running back to me I was stupid enough to go back to her really but I did. She stopped round one friday night one thing let to another and well thats it really..

The next day she felt I had forced her into doing that.. People who know me pretty well would know I am not like that at all and it ddint go very far after that.. after all it wasn’t true people see straight through what she was saying because well she had basically said similar things about not just tom but all her other ex’s.

So what did I do? I felt sorry for her and decided to accept a lie and try and make up with her… possible one of the stupidist things i’ve done in a long time and I just ended up getting hurt even more when i relised she’d come off my friends list on bebo and was flirting with tom on the comments bit…

So where did that lead me? well i made friends with shelly and I tried to find someone new… or something I replaced her with a iPod nano 2 lol which was actually cheaper to run lol. ****** is slagging me off? Why I have no idea but if she carries on we will do it back, i’ve had enough of it.

Anyways that was yesterdays rant todays is… A road toll.. but with a difference… we would have to have a stupid little black box which charges use on the road we go on… right and as if petrol wasnt expensive already?And I quote from BBC’s website:

The draft bill seeks to give councils more power to implement their own trials, while ensuring they fit with surrounding schemes.

If the trials are successful, a national scheme could be investigated - with drivers possibly paying £1.34 a mile to drive on the busiest roads at rush hour. Black boxes in cars could work out how far they travel on toll roads.

They really couldn’t give a f**k about people that live in the country side its all about the city the fucking wonderful city of London(istan) Sorry this really did piss me off when I read this on the net today… f**k you tony blair we already knew you a the biggest tw@ in this country but…making yourself even bigger is not gonna make us like you, ever!

Ok I think thats it really… driving to college tomorow good luck to our footie team we will be there supporting you guys!

- Laters,
Tom Parker

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