im close to giving up everything i've acomplished in the UK nothings working on out girl wise friend wise work wise life wisefamily wise… Me and Jade are over. She didnt think it was working out so she ended it… My fault i guess cuz i only see her in weekends i could have done better and biked down there a few times in the week, last night I actually had a good cry about it I actually loved Jade and thought we was getting on fine… her mines made up we are back to friends, its gonna take at least a month to get over her.

Got some work on sunday fixing a computer which is cool I guess if i don't get anywork for the summer im fucked well not that much but i am i need work and i can't find any I refuse to work in a factory nor can i :/ you have to be 17yr old and a half even if I was that age i still wouldnt go work in one lol.

3 days till my driving lessons can't wait hope I get on well I feel so misjudged and confussed today got up at 8am which thats very early for me… so at the moment i've been watching TV (Big Brother) mm boring aye… wonder if i can get in worths like sam.. *sigh* college in september im so shy about starting… I won't know anyone.. at all. :S

Site Updates
yeah so updates on the site so far is the new design had to get rid of the old one because it messed up the photo album script its more sleak and im gonna stick with it for a while the photo album had to be pulled because it wont let me upload big images NT is having the same problems its either Rug or Homer hmmm hope you like the new design I certianly do added a subscribe to my blog link add your email address and it will email you when I post on my blog..

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Posted by Tom Parker / Blog and Boring and Computers and Emotional and Love and Rants