the pain I feel.

The pain I feel the mess im in the fucked life the fucked up life the fucked uip life my life is fucked I cry every night alone I dont tell anyone this is my notepad I will write my emotions in it so why is my life fucked well first my parent decided to fuck off to spain and forget about me there leaving me with my nan that bitch who will drive me to depression or worst sucide I love linzi oh so much I can NEVER leave her I just wanna be killed painlessly and not remember a thing if linzi ended with me well what the point of living? there isnt shes the one true love in my life who i can never break up with I hope she feels the same the pain I feel when darce comes between us because thats what he doing I ring her every night and every so oftern I cant get in cuz darce been on the phone to linzi fucking twat I mean he must of been talk to her for at least 30mins tonight she rang at 9.55pm I was to ring at 9.30pm but she was on the phone to darce all I wanted was my 30min talk to linzi I dont get to see her much only in the weekends which hurts both of us because we not there when we need each other because we live apart so i am now crying really bad the whole spain, moving and stopping with linzi is messing me up I feel so sad I drank all eving to drown it all but its made me more sad all I wish was how its been me and my family in spain but nO my parents fuck it up and they do it when my exams was on this is whats messing my exams up if I fail its this mess I dont feel like i should be at peele anymore i dont belong anywhereoo linzi prob want to end with me if she did or i did it would kill me so i lay on my bed typing this crying becuse I dont have anything else to do

Posted by Tom Parker / Confusion and Emotional and Pain and Rants