I’ll keep it short, Me and shelly are over and she had even made her mind up before i’d even talked to her i spend a hour crying and talking to her in the park and she really couldnt give a flying f**k could she. She didn;t talk I did all the talking and it was all a waste of time.. she is a waste of time. I would do anything for that girl and cared about her alot more then anything else. and this is how it end “oh everything is wrong with you” Define “everything” No she couldn’t do that could she so f**k it!

Tim was right I shouldn’t have gone back with her in the first place.. Yeah i’ll remember that in the future! Everyone was right to be exact 11 people warned me of her… I guess they was right! Fine be it like that see if I care but what really f**ks me off is coming in my path constantly! Huggging other lads in front of me not a f**king care. To me i’m just another ex to cross off on her list.

I hating saying this word but.. B!TCH! I’m not a generally angry person but this takes the p**s sure i’ve lashed out on a few inocent objects bothered? No. I am so glad I never got them tickets for spain foir her yeah how stupid am I i was atually gonna pay for her.. God i’m stupid! I don;t care if this “hurts” her feelings this is how I feel wait no this is 10% of how I feel right now!

Shes only gotta do one more thing which i’m waiting for to confirm what everyone has been saying about her. Why am I so blind? I could tell something was up when the xs on the txts started to drop from 6 to 1 why couldnt she say something to me? Oh she bottles it all up don;t she. Everyone who cares about her and she wont say fuck all she even does it with emma so she told me.

I aint having her back, ignoring everything i said was one thing exspesh when i kept asking are u listening and she didnt say nothing, there was no emoticion in her face, not the normal happy shelly.. wait no that face only comes out when she is ith anyone else apart from me.

I did my best for that girl, obviously she expected me to do more… like what see her every night? she lives f**king 1.30hrs away! I said my bit to her… I hope she listened to the important bits! like the following:

• When another one of your many ex’s comes along and bugs you, I won;t be there to keep you safe.
• When your feeling down, I aint gonna be there to cheer you up.
• You will never find another boy like me.
• I aint gonna come running back for you I aint gonna stalk you like your crazy ex’s
• I’m just another boy to you, another boy to cross off your rather large list I guess all these names that kept coming out amazing really we never did get to end did we.

Thats very nasty but its how I feel no doubt i’ll become “Stuart 2″ a “threat” to you and you will turn everyone against me thats what you did with him, next thing i’ll get beat up for saying all this and for being your ex wow thats a gd deal, Hey if you go out with this “fit” girl and she breaks up with you, everyone is gonna hate you and then you will get beat up.. great perfect i’ll have one now.

Well least i have MY mates exspesh rich who has been there for me and made sure i’m ok thanks rich, i’d do the same for you. And all my other mates have supported me through my down times! Thanks guys!

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