Yeah that exactly how I feel right now, fairly pissed off I don't mind joe having his friends and girlfriends that are not being loyal to him and are kissing other boy behind his back coming round, but coming in my room annoying me really doesn't help. Ross is round tonight do you know what I am fed up with people pushing me about and i am going fight everytime.

(I have a strange feeling tasha is here too)
Raquelleleeleeeellee just walked in a asked for tashas lighter.. errr fuck knows where that is, [Confirmed] oh news in tasha is here oh i've just been told off for blocked her on msn and not liking her bf or w.e didnt really listen! I dont trust my pizza downstairs now they might do something to it… great! no tea for me

You know if they think of upsetting them im in one of them moods where i will prob do something about it and ruin it IE call the police then they could GO HOME! or i let it all out on what joes gf was saying last night actaully last night chatlog with his gf is quite interesting im sure I could let something out, nah not in that kinda mood!

*wonders what monday is gonna be like* I finally get to see shelly again for the whole day I really can't wait. Urgh this tasha thing is really bugging me now I DONT WANT HER IN MY HOUSE! im now littery locked myself in my room away from everyone thats for the best… i really dont feel like starting anything tonight.

See this is how I think when I feel unsafe and unsecure I am feeling that right now sure I know tasha but i dont know joes gf and really i dunno my thinking is slightly fuc|

I feel really stupid for typing this right now but I have to type this out right now while im feeling this so I can read this when I am normal again, seriously I dont dare go out there I might get stabbed or something, i'll wait for them to go home then i'll come out, possibly for the best.. yeah.

errr god I cant feel where i put tashas lighter oh well i'm not bothered about it, its jus a lighter, although if I give her it back its her life shes ruining her life hmmm *thinks* nah still cant think where it is.. shouldnt even smoke at her age! I hate feeling like this.. and its these types of mood where the most crazest thoughts come to my head..

Wait why should I be the one locked in my room? i live here.. im the oldest why the fuc|< should i feel intimidated by 2 girls and 2 boys (including bro) they aint even done nothing wrong to me but.. i still feel really fuc|

I have not felt like this for ages, is this a serious mental problem I am feeling right now or WHAT? god.. I rang shelly a hour ago we had a nice talk about stuff and that, and like how her day had gone and and that talked about other things and that. Man i feel cold.. I wonder when they are going home.. hopefully soon ASAP me dont like them

I think i might buy a mini microwave and fridge so i can live in my room on friday nights if this is gonna happen every friday night or w.e oh fuc|< this…

- Tom…(Not thinking straight.. And having crazy thoughts… please kill him)

Posted by Tom Parker / Confusion and Emotional and Random and Rants